Hey everyone,
The days are winding down for us here. As we're getting ready to finish our mission here, we are encouraging readers to become part of the church community. We have already introduced some of our readers to the missionaries and other members of the church.
I had to say goodbye to one of my readers yesterday, because his last session was yesterday evening. It was quite bittersweet. This reader had challenged me in a way that other readers did not because he was open about his atheism and yet willing to hear and debate on my Christian beliefs. Usually when we would meet up for session, I would ask him to read some text from the book of Luke in the Bible, and then we would talk about it. Our conversations did not often focus long on what we read, but rather on other, broader subjects like justice, evil, and self control. He has told me that he does not believe in evil, at least not in the abstract sense. To him, evil is tangible. At our last meeting, I was very upfront with him. I asked him to read some of Luke, and then after, I told him straight up that I feel as though we could read and read the Bible, but to him it will remain only a piece of good literature. I told him that I sincerely wish he would see deeper into the text and actually believe what he reads. As I spoke to him, I did not hide my sadness at the fact that he was so rooted in his mindset that although he could appreciate a different mindset, I doubt he would readily receive it for himself.
He replied that he did not want me to feel as though I have failed. He said that he knows that Corey and I work so hard, that we gave up part of our summer break to teach people English in a different continent. He told me that he has been inspired by me and he wishes me only the best. He asked me not to lose my joy because it is the one thing he has seen in me and in Corey that has struck him.
I was amazed that he, a person who does not believe in God, would encourage me in my faith. He told me that he doesn't believe, that he doesn't know how to believe. As he explained, I could see that something in him wants to believe, wants to have faith. But he says, "I can't...." I told him I would pray for him, and for that he was grateful. I told him that I want him to have a joy in him that cannot be suppressed. I want him to have a joy that is vigorous and aggressive, one that will not settle. And I pray this for him, in Jesus' name...
One of my other readers has been reading with Corey for the past two weeks, and has now signed up for some sessions with me. She is hard working, thoughtful, 34 year old woman who is quite independent. She lives alone and provides for herself. She tells me that she likes knowing that she can take care of herself and that she doesn't need to depend on other people for things. We had a wonderful session yesterday, a 2 hour talk really (because the reader after her did not show up). We talked about church attendance and why it is important. She admitted to me that she believes in God, but doesn't like going to church. She doesn't see the need for it i her life. As I tried to convey to her the importance of community, a Bible passage came to mind. In the book of Ecclesiastes, King Solomon (the person whom we believe wrote the book) talks about how "Two are better than one...if they fall down, they can help each other up...one may be overpowered, but two can defend themselves..., a cord of three strands is not easily broken." This is found in Chapter 4. My reader had never read that before. I found her a spanish bible in the room, and we read these verses in spanish. She was touched by how profound the words were, and how well they applied to her. She told me that she doesn't mind being alone, but through these verses, she understands the need for community. We read more from Ecclesiastes, about wealth and poverty, wisdom and foolishness, and about chasing after the wind. This sister is a thinker, and she told me that she would think more about this.
Today when I saw her, she told me that she spoke to her mother about Ecclesiastes. Her mom has always encouraged her in Christ, and so it made me glad to know that she spoke to her mother. I don't think her independent mindset will necessarily change overnight, but I believe that she will come to understand the importance of two or three or more, as opposed to just one.
Another reader I have, is a young girl of 14 years. She is my youngest reader. She inspires me. She told me that she had been in a Catholic school when she was younger and had received some teachings from the Bible. But soon after, she was pulled out and has not since received a solid religious education. Because she speaks English quite well, we have been reading directly from the Bible, without having to use the textbooks which are better fit for those who are beginners and or adequate English speakers. When we meet, we read verses from the book of Luke. Today we read about Jesus healing a paralyzed man. Usually when we read, we read in sections and then stop and discuss what we have read. She has been blessed with wisdom and usually her comments provide me a new understanding of the scripture we are reading.
Another thing that I do with this sister is I talk to her about the Old Testament, and share with the stories of some of the main Old Testament characters. We started with Adam and Eve, and now we are at Moses and the 10 plagues. We have read some chapters in Genesis, and a few so far in Exodus. We learn about the characters and discuss them. Her eagerness to learn and the joy she receives from our classes really inspire me to invest more time in teaching her and other brothers and sisters. I cannot praise God enough for having opened her heart and her mind to His teaching. My prayer for her, among other things, is that she continues to be the good ground, the kind that hears the teachings of God, obeys them, and patiently produce a good crop. She is such a blessing to me, God completely takes over our sessions!
On another note, the missionaries are starting a Sunday morning Bible Class in English for anyone who is interested. I spoke of this to the readers I had today, and many of them showed keen interest in this class. I hope that all of the readers who can make it, attend, so that they may continue to be fed the word of God and improve their English.
I hope you're all doing well back home. I pray that God may keep you and your families, and that He may show His power in your lives. In Jesus' name, Amen =)
Linda